Partly it was in the hopes that having an audio recording would be more convincing evidence of our daily tribulations than the written report that seems to have been ignored. Also since we’ve been accused in the past of disturbances we’ve been innocent of it seemed prudent to have evidence corroborating our side of things. Ideally the audio would pick up the sounds we hear through the walls and ceiling with greater fidelity, but alas we are poor and stuck using the computer’s onboard mic. Thirdly, since we began recording, the things she feels physically are often lessened while being recorded. Even if it is incidental, it is a consistent enough pattern that it bears continuing. -BC
I do not think it is disrespectful, nor inappropriate. Chinese water torture is ostensibly just drops of water and sleep deprivation, but because the subject is restrained and cannot escape it is indubitably torture at the hands of someone. Veronica has become trapped and everything about her experience has easily brought her to this conclusion that there is an intelligent actor behind the patterns around us. She is actively being denied the inward experience that she once used to cope with stress and depression, and often when trying to access this experience she is raped more. -BC
Veronica has been admitted to multiple hospitals during the past two years and it has almost exclusively been dismissed as a psychological disorder. On one trip to ER explicitly she was given a CT (it came back clean as far as the doctor told us), but she has not been allowed to have an MRI despite asking on numerous occasions. She has refused medication except on her most recent intake after her police assault where she was never offered medication of any kind except for vitamins. On the one occasion she did take anti-psychotics; they were not at all effective in stopping sounds.
-BC
Veronica will either be addressing myself(Ben), or the people she blames for her rape. She also believes there are parties spying on our living space. Often there is an overlap in these factions.
-BC
Veronica’s current theories of how this is happening occurs in the absence of psychology or traditional medical science to explain the confluence of “symptoms” and external experiences that have been plaguing her for more than a year.
We have no evidence of the explicitness of this other than patterns of activity around our apartment and within our own bodies that are linked in what appears to be an intelligent and ultimately malicious fashion.
-BC
The flags are the only form of notation we could use during recordings so they tended to be used shortly after a note-worthy event occurred (either externally or internally), but also before on rare occasions where one of us wants to go on record about a topic. Give about a 10 second window in either direction.
-BC
Start with the intro if you haven’t already. Then there is the police report we submitted last December, her Livejournal, and Twitter. All those paint a more coherent picture then listening to audios at random, but I still think there is merit in them as evidence of our experience for those who don’t take the things we say at face value, even if the quality of the audio is abysmal.
-BC
Of technology that would have to exist for the things Veronica experiences to be human/AI directed, we have theorized that there is possibly the following:
-tracking technology. In order for most of this to work, someone or thing would have to be tracking us in real time. Veronica suggested that we were funneled to this apartment as it opened early, and no where else was available. Even if that were so, affecting someone’s brain or body would require a high degree of precision. Suggestions have included thermal cameras, CO2 tracking, microwave camera imaging, “tracking beam” that acts as a guide for other beams. Even within crowds.
-sound projecting and amplifying technology. This can already be done with hypersonic sound, and to a lesser degree by holosonics, but to project from the ceiling and vents precisely as it does it would need to be able to pass through walls.
-Implanting of suggestions. This is a combination of two effects we already know exist, Frey effect, and hypnosis. There are claims that someone cannot be hypnotized against their will or made to do something they don’t want to do, even if the suggestion happens while asleep, but I don’t know enough to say that isn’t the case for sure. The projection of EM radiation would have to be incredibly precise as well.
-body spasm/rape technology. Similar to how two waves of sound can overlap to create a higher amplitude wave, Veronica theorized that two or more beams of radiation, when overlapping in specific areas, can trigger action potentials within nerves. There is already established science of laser therapy being able to affect tissue below the surface, so it is not unreasonable that longer wavelengths would be able to as well. For some effects, cast iron pans or metal bath tub have ameliorated the sensations to such an extent that it started the theory that it was some kind of beams in the first place that would have to “move” around the protection. Remote occurence of magnetic fields inside brain, not passing through intervening tissue.
-Emotion manipulation. Theta wave manipulation, and binaural beats are able to alter someone’s brain state and has been researched for decades.
-Technology to change the feeling of blood flow in parts of the body, including the brain.
-BC
-Diamagnetism
I think these recordings show her in brutal honesty. If she is loud, angry, rude, in distress, sarcastic, crying, etc. it is a direct result of what she is experiencing, and how she perceives the intentions of those around us.
-BC
I explicitly experience a loss of self-control, loss of many emotions, things often feel flat, anger is often always just under the surface, internal mental pain, physical pain. The months prior the assault I was the complete opposite of this; calm, peaceful, zen, those things one hears that one can experience when they take up meditation or prayer very seriously. I think the stark contrast serves to show that something has to be very wrong with what I am going through. I have no desire to sit in a good light and mask things when what I ultimately seek is for all this to cease.
-VH
Frequently I’ve heard something to the effect “You can’t help someone who doesn’t want to be helped.” Well this is officially us asking for your help. Just read it, consider it. I have heard so many stories of women being disbelieved about their personal experiences, marginalized by apathy and disbelief of those with authority to act. Consider the implications if stories like this were true, and how much humanity stands to lose of its freedom, privacy, and self if there aren’t regulations aren’t in place for what I see as the inevitable widespread use of such technologies.