What follows will be difficult to believe if you haven’t experienced it for yourself. Our low-fi equipment does not do justice to the full impact. There is always more to learn, and unlearn.

Situation FUBAR, 2021

So Veronica and I have been on a bit of a hiatus from updating this site and curating the backlog of audio files we have. The reason we haven’t been uploading is the same reason we haven’t been recording, which is to say that it wasn’t helping, and that no one cares. Veronica has been updating her twitter though. (link below!) Things haven’t changed much unfortunately. We moved into a new space further out from the city. It was better for her sensation-wise for a short time. Obviously that didn’t last. We still have creaking and other noises be louder than they ought to be, there’s still rape and the feeling that she’s missing parts of her brain. We’re both getting body spasms, forgetting things, and having intense emotional outbursts. Someone assaulted her in a Giant tiger today. Police don’t care, just like they don’t care when her bank account info is changed, or when we have evidence of some form of external interference assaulting her body. Doctors were given multiple chances to help but only proved themselves untrustworthy. This can’t go on much longer. It’s already been 3 years.

Easter and recent changes, 2021

Dec 11, 2020