1:25 am:
amplified sounds, rape, upset stomach, head pressures; creaking sounds; intense rape, sounds, anger; rape; sounds, movement of sounds in unrealistic way; muscle spasm; amplified sounds;
possibly legitimate sound; amplified conversation; rape; rape; creaking; amplified sounds, windows shut; forced dreams.
amplified sound (traffic); head pain (constant); bloating, stomach pain; amplified sound (car bass); sounds; rape; sharp pain center rib cage, neck pain; rape
rape after opening web browser; amplified sounds; rape; rape; discussion: disability claim $800 less than necessary, in Ontario benefits are higher than most provinces; rape; sexually assaulted; chinese surveillance and tracking, human right violation credibility; boobs
warm buzzing on breasts in conjunction with introspection; sounds upstairs; car beep, “I should have been dead months ago” Petrov; Tropical storm forming off East Coast of US; discussion of freedom in impoverished countries (i.e. what we have the freedom to pursue here) package arrived; rape, sensation while wearing lead vest is different, two sides felt different, disturbances more pronounced on left; tried to med, sensations on crotch increased again;
left half brain feels different; ears hurt inside; pressure at back of head; possibly induced tiredness; head feels a little better wearing hood
2:46 pm: both became tired, napped for an hour; rape; while wearing hood; pressure spot on head; visible discomfort, boobs itchy; boob pressure; slight pressure; taking lead or other protective thing off causes worse sensation, even if there is no immediate improvement; theory on how technology interacts/bypasses protective layer
rape; rape; rape.
5:01 pm: rape; 59-2:00 ArrowRiver talk about Dhamma, Suttas, and translations ; “thought” is not just a poor, but an outright wrong translation of “mind”. Veronica objects with teacher on livestream; rape; translating “suffering” as “stress”, in Christian bg, suffering is noble and good, but in Buddhism “suffering” is to always be avoided. “clinging” and “attachment” are used elsewhere; sirens.
absentminded, and unintentional action; noises outside immediately after opening window; Rape, timed around when Ben went to bed while V was on couch.