misheard; can’t feel body(numbness, hijacking,) R; Baboo; Baboo; Head pressures in response to trying to meditate; false flag; misheard
rice smelled off (no sideeffects from eating); robot insect spy is a real
absence of sounds, baseline volume N; possibly amplified noise; Body spasms; rape; physical pain, better than rape.
Sound of grass crunching underfoot too loud; cop car sirens; Unable to meditate and have zen, unable to not be paranoid, thumps from upstairs; floppy footfalls,; voices audible outside; slight creaking; crotch and breast, stomach pain all at once, unable to focus, perpetually angry; Knock at door looking for “patrick”; floppy wheel puttering; Baboo freaked out
amplified people; tiredness and unpleasant body sensations; voices that maybe shouldn’t be flagged; amplified cough sounded intentional amplified footsteps; discussion- best my mind/brain has been functioning discussion pertaining to me feeling better later in the day after attacking Ben; discussion- posting on twitter in general seems to help and all touch feels gross so shooing away Baboo; dizzy internal head jolts; tense back pain on right side then moves to leg and other muscles on right side; side-chest muscle/rib pain; loud talking and basketball voice heard only by me while in kitchen and ben on couch; sound- basketball; sound- basketball; rape
sound- ceiling footsteps; sound; sound; sound- basketball inside to Ben, sounds from other room or balcony to Veronica; same basketball through closed doors and windows; sound amplification theory why it is happening; rape; more rape and sounds through closed window; Ben ‘I don’t know what you’re supposed to do’; molestation so bad hitting myself to reduce rape, screaming, ranting, definitely brain changes that invoke anger and general pain among general rape; rant continues; basketball sounds at same time as brain changes to maximize Veronica’s distress; pained rant continues; pained rant continues
